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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

randoms!

has anyone ever had this feeling like they are being watched? like every step you take is being monitored and recorded or something? or is my paranoia just kicking in again??
when i walk into school, i feel like someone is looking at me and actually following me. i am thinking maybe it is all in my head-- but its getting more pronounced every day. (maybe its all in my head)

how can i call someone my friend when?
- i have to weigh every word i say
- if i say one thing to the person this night, in less than 24hours i would have heard the exact same thing from another person
-and thus i have to lie about everything and sometimes not say anything at all
-and this results to ME being the bad friend

anyway! i have soo much work to do now. so i will update you guys later. and i am sorry i have not been commenting on blogs, its just stress with school and work. but i do read them! :-)

p.s i am not over that guy in my last post. and nw i hear they are on a break =/

x

9 comments:

Rene said...

i've had dt feeling of being watch a lot of tymz...i hate it, cuz i kinda feel lost.
i rnt being a bad friend, itz u saving ur ass.
u berra get ova dt guy sharply...itz a no go area.

velvet said...

Feeling as if u re followed. Maybe u re. Ur instincts might be right. I felt that way once,just concluded it was my mind playing tricks.

Instead of lying. How abt dnt say anything at all. U mustnt u know. Thats just me anyway..

Dnt fret abt not getting over him just let it work its self out.
Enjoy.

Anonymous said...

lol,the friend ish is messed up...cant tolerate that thing.learn to keep your mouth sut.

tunrayo said...

bottom line, you dont have a friend. and yes get over that guy asap

nameless said...

@rene thank God i am nt alone on that!

@sunnyside thanks! and i have learnt my lesson!

@leggy i am tryna cut the relationship with the girl.

@tunrayo as at today i am proud to say i am over the guy! am soo happy.. thanks for stopping by!

x

Afronuts said...

Have u ever thought of it that the person watching you is no other than an angel or God?

And about being a bad friend...it simply means u guys are not close friends...for u not to be free with ur friend means she's not 100% your friend.

As for th dude ur wooshing over...u gotta stay away from him. try not to let ur paths cross otherwise u'll open old feelings u've discarded

my opinion

nameless said...

so true!
thanks afronuts..

SOLOMONSYDELLE said...

hope all is well...

Miss Natural said...

School work must be heavy! well hopefully it will release u so that u can start blogging again.