Sunday, April 19, 2009

my baby...

i still love u...

i never knew that anything like that could happen to me cause of the way that i usually carried myself and all. he really suffered in my hands oo!! there was no excuse give on this earth that i did not give this boy so that he will leave me alone. lets call him F.
I met F on my birthday two years ago. i just got back from london and was looking all bloated and stuff. i didnt have a party or anything so my closest friend just stopped by to give me a present . on her way out, i saw him... all 6 foot hotness of him. i started blabbing rubbish when i saw him... when i was greeting my friends mother, i was like "good morning ma" when it was like 11pm!! and when she was like "hows ur mum?" i go " oh they just slept off" i felt so embarrased .. :-S
anyway, i just kept thinking about him for like a week and then i receive a fone call and it went something like this

F: hey nameless
me: umm.. hey...
F: am really sorry to call at this time but i just wanted to see how you are doing
me: am ok..
F: my name is F... i am ur frndz cuzn.. i was wiv ha on ur birthday
me: (OMGGGG!!) ermm.. i cant rmbr u.. (hw can i 4get?)
F: when you where talking to my aunt u were like good morning when i am sure it was well past 10
me: ahh!! u dnt ave 2 remind me bout that...

and the boring conversation went on like that.. he kept on calling me everyday at the exact time so i was always looking foward to his calls. then after awhile we started that free call thing with MTN so we could talk for longer hours (at no cost) and we would talk from 12.30 to 4.00 everyday. he helped me through my weight issue but never mocked me about it. he would follow me jogging every morning and to the gym at night just to make sure i feel good about myself.

i remember the first time we kissed.. he was so shy about it. its not like he did not know how to or anything.. i guess he did not just know how i would react or something.. it was so sweet.. not hurried or anything.. just calm and peaceful. as we continued in our relationship, i started to call him my baby amongst my friends and all.. and the name just stuck.. baby.. All of a sudden, it did not seem like a random name anymore.. ( sounds cheezy huh?)

i never told him about my travelling for uni. i just could not bring myself to tell him. i told him that i was going 2 unilag and he was so thrilled cos we were in d same department and he was like we would be able to see him more often. when i did tell him.. it was just to dramatic for me to even describe.
at first he started laughing and was like i should stop playing with him. but when i was like i am leaving two weeks he finally realized that i was serious. he obviously was vexed and did not wanna talk to me.. i begged and pleaded and then he finally called me back.

he promised that he would never leave me and that he loves me and that we should make this work. but knowing him now.. i was like i dont think you would be honest because i wont be here for you when you need me. he swore heaven and earth.

*and look at where it landed me*


Dee Brighton said...

I cannot believe no one commented on this yet!! i literally teared up!

nameless said...

awww!!! its a reali intense post :-(